i'm back...I'm stuffed, i'm full..and i'm bloated...not very comfortable..drank too much..but oh well..it has to last me throughout the day.. hmm...why do people have blogs? Is it an online diary? I don't think so..aren't diaries supposed to be private? by having your diary online, the whole world can view it..and even if you don't advertise it someone is going to find it sooner or later...the song perfect by simple plan just came on and it got me thinking about other things..so the blog issue i conclude that blogs are just a medium to convey certain thoughts and feelings and share what's been going on in our lives with others..moving on..'Cuz we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Now it's just too late and We can't go back. I'm sorry I can't be perfect..that's the chorus for the song.... Who's perfect?? noone is, but everyone wants to be and are trying to be perfect..but do we really want to be perfect?? being perfect is boring..if i was perfect, i would have come home from school everyday and hit the books..and ensured that i had 7 hours of sleep every night..i would take my daily vitamins without fail..and i would have scored straight As in all my exams..and i would have perfect discipline..i would wake at 5am every morning to exercise..i would make my bed, clean my room, i would do everything i'm supposed to do perfectly..i would lead the perfect lifestyle..i would have a perfect day, everyday..but is that what i really want?? it sounds boring..what about having fun? I would have the perfect fun..and i have no idea what that is..i wouldn't want to get up at 5 in the morning to exercise..its good for me no doubt but i don't want that..maybe some days i'll do it but i want to be able to get up when i get up..and come home and just slouch on the couch and watch tv..i want my mom to nag at me..sounds funny right but i'm sure that in a perfect world i would miss my mom nagging at me..maybe then we'll have perfect nagging..haha...and unlike in a perfect world, i want to do stuff..stuff that may not be right but is fun..and i want to do it just for the fun of it..of course if i was perfect, my mindset would be different..like i wouldn't see performing chores as a negative thing. i would see it as something good? i have no idea what i'll see it as..i mean chores are chores right.. its a chore..so i have no idea...we can only imagine what a perfect world would be like.. Perfect...what is perfect anyway?? can something outside of our control be imperfect?? like the sunset..can a sunset ever be imperfect?? a sunset is just as it should be..it cannot be altered..we can't change it..it turns out exactly the way its supposed to..so can tomorrow's sunset be less perfect then today's one?? it might not be as lovely to watch as today's one but does that manke it any less perfect?? another example is the weather.."today's weather was perfect except for the rain" ..the weather turned out exactly the way its supposed to. so was it imperfect??
Its 6 already...i'm tired..going to sleep now...and i'll get up when i get up...
SHAFIQ Too pro... what to do... 9:03 PM.
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