I miss school....i miss being a student..i miss wearing uniform....i miss seeing the same wonderful people everyday...even people i don't know..i miss seeing familiar faces everyday and taking it for granted that i will meet my friends everyday..its all changed now..if only i could turn back time...i want to go back and relive it all over again..when i think back, i can't seem to find a single bad memory...it all seems good. even the bad times were fun......nostalgia...not the first time i've felt nostalgic..guess everytime i feel down i get nostalgic...doing poi now..its boring..its the same thing everyday. its routine..unfortunately, the routine doesn't allow much time off..its work 2 days and 1 days off..so every 48 hours you work you get 24 hours off..well..its more like 20 hours if you include the time we have to report and the travel time...the 1 day off is just nice to come home, slack and sleep..and then go back to work..it sucks..at least it ends in one weeks time. i haven't had much time to myself. it has been quite rushed lately..and i hate it when i have no time..i like to be left alone...well..at times..its like even when you give me lots of work to do, just leave me alone..i'll get it done..don't pester me..that's why i hate the army..everyone is pushing work down and because they're getting pressure from the top, they pester the ones below...one thing i've learnt in the army is "half-fuck"...i've learnt to do half-fuck things..its not worth putting all your effort into a project..when you finish it, you don't get the deserved recognition.. and when people see that you can do work, they give you more work...so just leave it..screw it..just do enough to stay out of trouble.. i've got to change my work attitude..i'm going to ord in 89 days time and i can't bring the same screwed up attitude outside..things have to change and i'll be happy if i go back to the way i was in jc..life was good in jc..in the first place, i have no idea why i went to acjc..my entire time in sji, i had made up my mind that i was either going to njc or cjc..and i ended up in acjc..well..i'm glad i did.... Everything that happended, ended well...Everything that is happening is going well...Everything that is about to happen will happen well... Whatever happens, happens for a reason...In the end, all is good...
SHAFIQ Too pro... what to do... 7:22 PM.
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